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Christmas/Birthday Wishes

Thu Dec 3, 2009, 3:01 PM

SCREW CHRISTMAS! 8D MAH BIRTHDAY IS SOON TOO! 8D

So yeah. Same principle as the Christmas list going round, only you have a week longer should you choose to give me anything! 833

The List:

1. Love. Send me your love, in any meens way or form. Simple notes, letters, artwork ANYTHING done by you! <3
2. A dA subscription? I've never had one and BY HECK would i love one!!! ~~~<3
3. 1000 pageveiws on

, my art account, I mean... its been at 600 for months now. Artist accounts are a LOT less appreciated than cosplay accounts.
4. A day out in Birmingham with all my long distance cosplay pals. And i'd like it to come without the stress of asking work for day off, parental issues BLAH BLAH DX
5. People to come visit me for a change! DX I dont mean to be naggy, as far as im aware i've never mentioned this before, it just appears to me that i'm the one allways making the effort to go out of my way to see people and it would be nice if someone would at least mention that they want to come see me >.< If i organised something would you even want to come over?
6. Just like

, Wigs 83 There are soooo many cosplays i'd love to do if i had the money for wigs SX eg. Fai D Flowright, Black mesa (he requires purple wig to be cut D8), Itachi, Aqua oh and i now require one for Cissnei 8D
7. If above fails - hell i dont expect any anyhow. Is just something i'd love!! - then left over cosplay scraps, if you have a costume you no longer use/want i'll be sure to give it a good home, material, prop materials, FACE PAINTS!!!
8. Random Fandom Items - Anything to do with Hetalia, Final fantasy(inc. Kingdom hearts), Tsubasa, Bleach, Assassins Creed (<<3), Yugioh, Yugioh 5ds (cards especially for these *cough*redarchfeinddragon*cough*) etcetc. ANYTHING AT ALL! Even if its tiny like an iron on patch or badge!
9. Mix CDs, filled with your favourite anime songs, jrock songs, jpop songs anything! I need to get to know some extra music so just send me those ^^
10. To meet the YGO 5ds groupn again ^^ probably stay the night at Kiryus and make a weekend of it!!

I could have been... say ... more philosophical! eg. I wish that i will find inner peace blahblahblah... but i wasnt in that kinda mood. Sorry if i seemed kinda greedy DX I didnt mean it!

That is all... For now 83

OH OH ALSO!
8D If anyone fancies a day out in Leeds/Hull on the 30th of December for like... a birthday meet up then let me know and we can all get together again!!! 8DD (mainly aimed towards those outside the yorcos network - I'm seeing you guys the next day 8DD)

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Mood: Big Grin

Haha Braig. Haha.

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 27, 2009, 10:02 AM

You're too stupid to join the scientist crew >3

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Although you're looking daaaamn fine in the guard suit >3

*is brutally murdered by my vexen muse*

Ienzo is tiny and adorable and XD

Although... Lexzex fanfics are now going to take a WHOLE NEW TURN! D8

A... slightly disturbing one....

O.O

But this is amazing in itself XD

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Mood: Tired

Skin by `kjherstin

FABULOUSSS~~~

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 2:27 PM

F-A-B-U-LOUS~~~!

Oh Itachi, you're so gayy.

So its been a bit hectic here.
I'm sure many of you attended Memrobelia today, But I, who is cool, went to the BubbleCon. AKA Leeds Thought BUBBLE!!! It was epic. Theres no denying that. So i'll describe it to you.

Friday Night

Merrrrrrr. Screw it. I tried. XD But im just too tired. BRB.

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Mood: Tired

Skin by `kjherstin

Lies.

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 10:28 AM

So i lied. Shoot me.

I said that the last journal will last until december. But guess i was wrong.

Just wanted to get some things off my chest. I will probably delete this in 2-3 days.

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I'm currently undergoing a few personal stresses at the moment. Most of which are minor, but i have one very MAJOR one which is like icing on the cake if you like.

Most of my minor ones matter very little, with the exception that i have no time at all to see my girlfriend, which is very unfair on her as whenever we do see each other, we're never alone together and I have the subconcious need to just relax and have friendly times with my friends instead of paying any attention to her. Which is unfair.

But unfortunately, my major one, is causing me a lot more heartache than it did the first time it happened.
My mum has just had her first lot of Chemotherapy today, after 2 years since she last faught off cancer.

I've been aware that this was going to happen for the past 2 or 3 weeks now, but after yesterday and her having to go in for 2-4 days in the hospital i've been really worried. First time around she was allways at home and we got to live normally, but now she's going to be away for days at a time for the next few months which really upsets me. And i'm trying not to think about febuary/march time, when she has to spend an entire MONTH in Leeds hospital.

I'm trying really hard to keep up to scratch with my 'very early days' college work, but i can hardly expect this not to have an effect on it >.< Seens as every time i'm not destracting myself with talking to friends im thinking about it.

Mum will be fine though, the cancer she has is hardly as life threatening as Lung cancer or other forms of it, which was exactly the same last time, but i just guess that this time i have so many more 'what ifs' running about my mind >.<

GAH T.T

*logs into msn* I'll get SOME media work done at some point tonight TT.TT

FYI Jack atlas chose this skin.

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Mood: Distressed

Skin by ~jennyleigh

This should last me until December

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 10, 2009, 4:21 PM

Noticed how my journals get further apart at this time of year??
Thats cause my life IS ACTUALLY BORING at times. 83

Expo Aftermath

I'm STILL kicking away the expo blues, something tells me these will last another 3 or 4 months XD Then i'll just be worrying about May!

I'm in love with the Yugioh group! We've actually managed to stay in contact sinse expo, and msn is just as much fun when they're around! I started watching YGO 5Ds a bit back, and im now on episode 25, Aki scares me o.o . But yeah, its not AS bad as people make it out to be. At least i dont cringe every 5 minutes due to friendship speeches and extra extra long card games (longest so far in 5ds was 2 episodes).

Yeah. I'm being adventerous and taking 4 outfits now.

Bunny Bakura
Jack atlas (possibly Team satisfaction to save on the costs)
Black Mesa
Even

New cosplays

I've been REAL hazy about my upcoming plans of late, because every time i decide i go against them >.<.
But as far as i know AT THE MOMENT I HAVE TO MAKE:

Walter - Hellsing - This is partially finished and just needs to get the wig to arrive, I'm taking it to LTB
Seimei - Loveless - Working with what i already have, like Ritsuka, luckily this is a costume i can do that with. 83 I'll need BLACKER ears and tail though... unless im lazy. In time for Secret santa shopping with Yorcos.
Jack Atlas - Yugioh 5Ds - I want to buy the FULL outfit, i already have a wig on the way, cause i want to style it ASAP. In time for May Expo, but i want it done before, cause it is WIN.
Black Mesa - Portal Life - Self designed.... ish. The concept is Based of 's previous designs for him, He's the computer system in Half Life, very similar to GLaDOS in Portal. We thought is Aperture got GLaDOS then Black Mesa got... well 'Mesa'. In time for May Expo XD
Bunny Bakura - My WILD imagination/ Yugioh - Crack. Simple as.

Cons, Meet ups, ETC.

Leeds Thought Bubble:
Its the Leeds comic convention in a couple of weeks and OFCOURE IM GOING TO IT!
It would be irrisponsible of me to miss out 83.
I'm taking Walter as my co-meet-runners are attending as Hellsing characters too! 83 WE HAVE THE FULL TEAM! 8D Minus Pip. Which is a shame...>.<

Secret Santa:
Not ENTIRELY Planned yet. But i know its going to be fun ^^. The leeds crew and the york crew are getting together for a big secret santa! 8D

My Cosplay birthday:
This is so in advance you could CRY! D8
As most/some of you may know, my birthday is January the 1st, 1993. Making me a grand total of 17 years of age when the clock strikes 2010 8D. So for my cosplay friends i am throwing a biiig Cosplay New years eve party!
Not fully planned yet, but i know we're going to roam around town on New years eve before all getting the bus to mine. If you're interested in coming Poke me with a comment here!

WORK D8

I've been offered an Audition OFFICIALLY 8D
I'm going to be applying for a seasonal actors role hopefully with the ability to work cashier over term time.
I still need to explain to kate about how that'll work, but i cant really do that until i know i've passed the audition. 83
This does mean i'll have all but NO TIME over the winter holidays though TT.TT

..........

Does anyone know if you can get Anime Advent Calendars? XD

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